It's funny.

I don't like sports. The only time I've ever enjoyed them was when my brother used to play soccer or when I'm at a live game and then it's the energy of the crowd that gets me going. However I was just listening to NPR and they were talking about the Cubs devastating loss. Just listening to the announcers passion and love of the sport make me smile and kinda wish a little I liked sports.

Haven't updated much lately since frankly I haven't been doing much! Derrick has been rather absent which makes me sad. I really need to get over him! :P Yeah he's my friend but part of me still holds a torch which is really annoying. I'd love to just take that torch and drop kick it but apparently that's not how it works.

On the upside I've gotten my meds again and am now taking them on a nice schedule. Lately I've been getting up between 6 am and 7 am and I'm actually loving it! I get a whole day to do stuff! Oh my god! Stuff!! Still need to find a job. My dad is terrified he'll lose his job since they're starting to do forced layoffs at his work. He'll turn 60 this month so he's sorta retirement age but frankly he can't afford to retire nor would he do well retired! He goes nuts when he gets sick and has to take time off!